Kaso

Matalo, nanalo
mananalo ang talo,
matatalo ang panalo.

Maghihintay muna ako.

Nobody

Right, I want nobody, NOT EVEN YOU. I saw this video over @ facebook. Thanks Gari for an interesting video share!

Lovely girls

My Wednesday Novena

A set of not-so-very-interesting things I have done today: fold and put away laundried clothings, vacuum carpet, fix my bed, mopped the floor, cleaned the bathroom, wash the dishes, move around some furnitures and clean the outside of the door for the cigarette butts. That was on my apartment. I went back to mom’s place to help her with her paper works and ended up doing her dishes and cleaning up her kitchen !

Tha’ was my novena

4th Day: Relaxation

I have not done anything productive for the past seven months. and yet, I still feel that I have this level of stressed that needs to be addressed.

I am now on my 4th day of “Living the Old Me Project.” The first day was about recollecton, the second was silence, the third was prayer and for today, I designated “relaxation”

More updates are listed (and to be “broadcasted”) over there @ Facebook.

Nothing else.

P.s.

Third day failed because of WRATH. I cant seems to remain in a state of calmness and prayer when there is minor irritation and annoyance crawling and flying there up in my feeble mind.

Pamilya

Minsan, kahit wala ka na,
kahit ang kumot ay maiksi na
at ang likod ay baluktot na,
kapag ang pamilya
ang kumatok, at nilalamig,
huhubarin mo ang balabal
at sa kaniyang braso ay isasampay.

Hay, nawa ay malayo ang maabot
ng perang aking itutulong,
at nawa ang langit ay nanonood,
at ang gawa kong ito ay di malimot.

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Hindi mo matitiis ang pamilya, kahit ano pa ang sabihin ng iba.

We know.

Alam mo kung saan ka magaling.
Alam mo kung kailan ka nagsinungaling.

Alam mo kung ano ang gusto.
Alam mo kung paano bagay ay mababago.

Alam mong hindi mo alam.
Alam mong nagpapanggap ka lang.

Alam mong alam mo.
Gayumpaman, pinilit mong …
Pinilit mong itago,
Ang alam mo.
Nilimot mo.

Sumalangit Nawa

Ngayon, may mga matang luluha
sa pagbukas ng langit.

Ngayon, may musikang hihinto
pansamantala.

Ngayon, wala na.
Bukas, hahanapin minsan pa.

Ang tinukso,
Ang kinutya.
Ang nilait.
Ang nilaro.
Tapos na.
Ang musika

Love It

Wag Kang Lalayo

Wag kang lalayo, sintang sinusuyo
sa pahina ng kalendaryo, limutin ay wag ako.
Wag kang luluha, sintang pinangingiti
sa musika ng punebre, awitan ay wag ako.
Dahil sa paglisan ng katawang ito
ay ang paglaya ng kaluluwang nilaan lamang sa iyo.
Ipagdasal mo sa langit ang aking pangalan
Ihahatid ko sa Kaniya, ang iyong katatagan.
Wag kang magmadali, kahit na yapusin ka ng lungkot
ng balisa at pagdaramdam na ako ang nauna,
dahil kung mabigyang buhay muli
ang katawan ko at sa lupa ay isauli,
hihilingin kong minsan pa, na ako ang mauna
dahil hindi ko kaya, ang maiwanang mag-isa.

Wag kang lalayo,
Wag ngayon,
Hindi pa,
Aking mahal.

Men’s Fitness

“Yes, negativity can make you sick. But not if you don’t allow it to. Let it go. Drop it as if it scalding. Then do all you need — and want — to do today” (Roy S. Johnson, Editor in Chief, Men’s Fitness June/July 2009)

I guess, that should be self explanatory. And I would try hard to get rid of all the negativities today and tomorrow.